My day was... crucial
Today I think I finally realized that most, if not all, of us are in it for ourselves. Now, before today I would have said nothing "wrong with that". But starting today I think Im turing over a new leaf and I think everyone should join in. What do you think, guy that f'd people close to me over?
On the last Monday of this month, I tried to keep my thoughts as simple as possible...
...Plants sustain joy and sorrow: picture the little boy that went to McDonlad's for lunch with dad and got his french fry happy meal, now picture that same little boys face at dinner when his mom makes him eat his entire baked potate skin and all:(
...Animals cannot help their nature: Thats why I can never let others poor choices effect me. Its the animal instinct in all of us that makes us make rash decisions. Besides its really true what they say, "what goes around will come around" and the longer it takes the worst its going to be, trust me I've seen it in action or should I say sleeping on my couch for 8 months:)
How fast we die
1.30.2012
A.D.H.D
My weekend was... a cold shower
Finally time to chill. Its funny no matter how bad I want to do nothing I still drive myself nuts to be doing something at all time.
On the last weekend of this month, I thought about dope, cope and hope...
...Doping with my friends till the sun comes up isnt really for me anymore (except for the 2nd weekend in april of course?)
...Coping with taking on others problems while still trying to deal with my own
...Hoping my secret passion to be a playmate comes true ;)
Instant gratification is a vacant elevator standing by, going your way
Finally time to chill. Its funny no matter how bad I want to do nothing I still drive myself nuts to be doing something at all time.
On the last weekend of this month, I thought about dope, cope and hope...
...Doping with my friends till the sun comes up isnt really for me anymore (except for the 2nd weekend in april of course?)
...Coping with taking on others problems while still trying to deal with my own
...Hoping my secret passion to be a playmate comes true ;)
Instant gratification is a vacant elevator standing by, going your way
1.25.2012
For the Lucky Dragons year I say hop on the treadmill
My day was... a treadmill
Running around like a chicken with its head cut off is not all its cracked up to be.
On this tuesday, I was thinking about all the things I hope never change..
...God's distance, I cant say I've talked to any higher beings but I defiantly think someone out theres got my back
...not feeling remorse after making tough decisions. Cold hearted...
...keeping friends for a life time, even those ones from grade school who in retrospect are absolutely nothing like me now
Compliments make me suspicious
Running around like a chicken with its head cut off is not all its cracked up to be.
On this tuesday, I was thinking about all the things I hope never change..
...God's distance, I cant say I've talked to any higher beings but I defiantly think someone out theres got my back
...not feeling remorse after making tough decisions. Cold hearted...
...keeping friends for a life time, even those ones from grade school who in retrospect are absolutely nothing like me now
Compliments make me suspicious
1.24.2012
Mondays make me Totally Mad
My day was... an intermission
Like most Mondays its the calm before the storm of a headache filled work week.
On this lovely Monday afternoon, I did some wishful thinking..
...to be happier then ever
...to get a new life, its like shampooing every year or so you need to rinse wash and occasionally repeat
...travel to Helsniki, waste of time?
Others have fun, I dont
Like most Mondays its the calm before the storm of a headache filled work week.
On this lovely Monday afternoon, I did some wishful thinking..
...to be happier then ever
...to get a new life, its like shampooing every year or so you need to rinse wash and occasionally repeat
...travel to Helsniki, waste of time?
Others have fun, I dont
1.23.2012
Penelope, winner or loser?
My weekend was... a pest
Some how all my weekends have become someone else's. I love schedules but if I dont have a blank weekend soon I might loose it.
On the 3rd weekend of this year, I weighed out the idea of winners and losers...
...Generally I'd say I tend to come in 2nd place, but after fridays review I'd say I'm finally a winner
...Anyone that fixates on someone elses life rather themselves will always be a loser, yeah I'm talking to you
...Children usually dont like me, does that make me a loser?
...Sleeping in on the weekends and doing nothing bores me and then makes me feel like a loser
Pretty people with no talent need to go away for a while,
People who try to make the world a better place for no reason need to come back soon
Some how all my weekends have become someone else's. I love schedules but if I dont have a blank weekend soon I might loose it.
On the 3rd weekend of this year, I weighed out the idea of winners and losers...
...Generally I'd say I tend to come in 2nd place, but after fridays review I'd say I'm finally a winner
...Anyone that fixates on someone elses life rather themselves will always be a loser, yeah I'm talking to you
...Children usually dont like me, does that make me a loser?
...Sleeping in on the weekends and doing nothing bores me and then makes me feel like a loser
Pretty people with no talent need to go away for a while,
People who try to make the world a better place for no reason need to come back soon
1.20.2012
No Beef (wink)
My day was... a pumpkin
Fat and orange. So much for my new Coachella diet, no weekday alcohol maybe more difficult that expected...Freaking life, a roller coaster mix between yellow, pure happiness and red, full of rage. OFE, Orange-Fo-Eva!
On the 3rd Thursday of this year, I realized its time to...
...be healthy, financially/mentally/physically (in no particular order)
...be hungry, for the good life
...be rid of the 2 types of people who make me furious,
Personalty 1: those trying to be something their not and even worse
Personalty 2: those who believe in Personality 1's delusions
...and lastly to be mellow, but clearly from the comment above i have a long way to go :)
I rarely spill stuff
Fat and orange. So much for my new Coachella diet, no weekday alcohol maybe more difficult that expected...Freaking life, a roller coaster mix between yellow, pure happiness and red, full of rage. OFE, Orange-Fo-Eva!
On the 3rd Thursday of this year, I realized its time to...
...be healthy, financially/mentally/physically (in no particular order)
...be hungry, for the good life
...be rid of the 2 types of people who make me furious,
Personalty 1: those trying to be something their not and even worse
Personalty 2: those who believe in Personality 1's delusions
...and lastly to be mellow, but clearly from the comment above i have a long way to go :)
I rarely spill stuff
1.19.2012
For all my friends Under Pressure
My day was... like a corn on the cob
Hard to get through but ending with some sort of accomplishment and of course a full stomach.
On the 3rd Wednesday of this year, I thought about those I surround myself with...
...Despite the consequences, I can honestly proclaim that although I dont have many people around me I consider a true friend, the few that I do have are there till death do us part
...It takes courage to show real sympathy for others in need
..."They" relentlessly try to bring you down but you just have to keep this one thing in mind, FUCK THAT!
Failure is unavoidable
Hard to get through but ending with some sort of accomplishment and of course a full stomach.
On the 3rd Wednesday of this year, I thought about those I surround myself with...
...Despite the consequences, I can honestly proclaim that although I dont have many people around me I consider a true friend, the few that I do have are there till death do us part
...It takes courage to show real sympathy for others in need
..."They" relentlessly try to bring you down but you just have to keep this one thing in mind, FUCK THAT!
Failure is unavoidable
1.18.2012
Cleaning the slate, Feel the burn...
My day was... like a shoeshine
Shining the shoes and cleaning the slate. If theres one thing I would tell a person getting a tattoo would be, make sure its black and done as close to your heart as possible (literally and figuratively). Tattoo let down, o it burns.
On the 3rd tuesday of this year, I thought about things that are hard to understand...
...Others body language, like a well nourished duck in your back yard, doesn't make any sense
...My body language, like a bowler after nailing a strike, I cant hide a thing
...Chinesse (writing, language and those who use chinglsih)
There lurks a tendency to criticize
Shining the shoes and cleaning the slate. If theres one thing I would tell a person getting a tattoo would be, make sure its black and done as close to your heart as possible (literally and figuratively). Tattoo let down, o it burns.
On the 3rd tuesday of this year, I thought about things that are hard to understand...
...Others body language, like a well nourished duck in your back yard, doesn't make any sense
...My body language, like a bowler after nailing a strike, I cant hide a thing
...Chinesse (writing, language and those who use chinglsih)
There lurks a tendency to criticize
1.17.2012
Get Fresh at the Weekend
My weekend was... a ready meal
A well planned weekend from beginning to end. Advice to all the solo daughters out there... Give a gift fun for all. A trip, a show, money for instance. It really does make all the highs and lows of family time a lot easier to get through.
On the 1st holiday weekend of this year, I started to think about my regrets and thankful moments...
...Thankful I mysteriously survived that critical situation, hold ups=no fun
...Regretful I never scared an adult with firecrakers before I became an adult
...Thankful that we all have a guardian angel
...Regretful I never met a super hero with the power of bestowal and summoning control, when I had the chance
Interesting couples are always invited
A well planned weekend from beginning to end. Advice to all the solo daughters out there... Give a gift fun for all. A trip, a show, money for instance. It really does make all the highs and lows of family time a lot easier to get through.
On the 1st holiday weekend of this year, I started to think about my regrets and thankful moments...
...Thankful I mysteriously survived that critical situation, hold ups=no fun
...Regretful I never scared an adult with firecrakers before I became an adult
...Thankful that we all have a guardian angel
...Regretful I never met a super hero with the power of bestowal and summoning control, when I had the chance
Interesting couples are always invited
1.13.2012
Take a Look in the Mirror
My day was... so-so
I wish I had more for you but sometimes it just another day.
On the 2nd thursday of this year, I started to think about my internal issues...
...I lean on food when dealing with my anger (clearly I get angry too often)
...I have an ongoing problem with letting my imagination get the best of me (NYR)
...But no matter what I have to remember that I'm the best (best at what? TBD)
A beautiful sky usually disappears before most people notice
I wish I had more for you but sometimes it just another day.
On the 2nd thursday of this year, I started to think about my internal issues...
...I lean on food when dealing with my anger (clearly I get angry too often)
...I have an ongoing problem with letting my imagination get the best of me (NYR)
...But no matter what I have to remember that I'm the best (best at what? TBD)
A beautiful sky usually disappears before most people notice
1.12.2012
Speaking of Humpday
My day was... a freakshow
Well maybe less of a freakshow and more of a show about freaks. Thanks for all the funny tangents and the times, friend.
On the 2nd Hump-day of this year, I decided to play a little word association with myself...
...Royal Flush: Addiction
...Nouvelle Cuisine: Sounds fancy
...Midlife Crises: Me in 8 months, 11 days, 13 hours and 2 mins
...Siamese Twins: Gross, no offense
...Green Thumb: Gangrene
...Rubber Duck: Wildfox
For all the Classy Ladys down at Sam's #ClasyLdyProblms
Well maybe less of a freakshow and more of a show about freaks. Thanks for all the funny tangents and the times, friend.
On the 2nd Hump-day of this year, I decided to play a little word association with myself...
...Royal Flush: Addiction
...Nouvelle Cuisine: Sounds fancy
...Midlife Crises: Me in 8 months, 11 days, 13 hours and 2 mins
...Siamese Twins: Gross, no offense
...Green Thumb: Gangrene
...Rubber Duck: Wildfox
For all the Classy Ladys down at Sam's #ClasyLdyProblms
1.11.2012
Its a women's world and Im just living in it
My day was... a treat
Nothing better then ending your day with 15 big sweaty men
On the 2nd Tuesday of this year, I was thinking about things that get in my way...
...Fate, my mother and father coming together. My Circumstance, having either or
...Fate, being safe and sound. My Circumstance, having no savings account
...Fate, being physically well. My Circumstance, not always being mentally well
Leaving aside property and privileges, my greatest advantage in life is my friends..and all their hand outs..lol(question mark)
Nothing better then ending your day with 15 big sweaty men
On the 2nd Tuesday of this year, I was thinking about things that get in my way...
...Fate, my mother and father coming together. My Circumstance, having either or
...Fate, being safe and sound. My Circumstance, having no savings account
...Fate, being physically well. My Circumstance, not always being mentally well
Leaving aside property and privileges, my greatest advantage in life is my friends..and all their hand outs..lol(question mark)
1.10.2012
Stripped down for the one and only
My day was... sensual?
Between working all day and cleaning the house all night sometimes we forget how important it is to remind your fella why strippers are fun at the club but your fun, anytime anywhere.
On the start of my second week this year, I instinctively relate to the face of a man...
Top 10: Striptease Songs
Between working all day and cleaning the house all night sometimes we forget how important it is to remind your fella why strippers are fun at the club but your fun, anytime anywhere.
On the start of my second week this year, I instinctively relate to the face of a man...
Top 10: Striptease Songs
1.09.2012
One Very Important Thought, before the next one
My weekend was... embraced
Sometimes, even for the coldest hearted, people need to be reminded that they always have someone there for them.
On the first weekend of this year, I reminisce about the holidays...
...Some people dream of a white christmas, I just want a christmas filled with unexpected happiness
...Its funny that people will return a brand new gold watch but they wont return feelings
...But I promise if you get me anything from newest Isabel Marant collection I will not return it:)
99% of people have an odd neurosis that emerges before they go on journey, Mine is the feeling that I will never come back
Sometimes, even for the coldest hearted, people need to be reminded that they always have someone there for them.
On the first weekend of this year, I reminisce about the holidays...
...Some people dream of a white christmas, I just want a christmas filled with unexpected happiness
...Its funny that people will return a brand new gold watch but they wont return feelings
...But I promise if you get me anything from newest Isabel Marant collection I will not return it:)
99% of people have an odd neurosis that emerges before they go on journey, Mine is the feeling that I will never come back
1.06.2012
Girls who are/love/like Boys
My days were... really reclusive and some how I didn't miss a thing
I had my head in the computer all day Wednesday and thank god because my Thursday unexpectedly was tossed away on a drug filled trip.
On the first Wed/Thur of this year...
...Time stood still as I worked my ass off
...Which was shortly followed by a very naive thought of running away, having babys and living a simple life (but that might have been the drugs talking)
Girls are born with beautiful gifts and burdens, Boys are born to be looked after, to be looked up to and keep the 2 apart
I had my head in the computer all day Wednesday and thank god because my Thursday unexpectedly was tossed away on a drug filled trip.
On the first Wed/Thur of this year...
...Time stood still as I worked my ass off
...Which was shortly followed by a very naive thought of running away, having babys and living a simple life (but that might have been the drugs talking)
Girls are born with beautiful gifts and burdens, Boys are born to be looked after, to be looked up to and keep the 2 apart
1.04.2012
All in all, It was a Good Day
My day was... sweet and sour
Finally back to my usual schedule, theres some kind of peace in structure for me. Good-bye late night marathons of RHW-of which ever city. Hello gym, shower, sleep times!
On the first Tuesday of this year, I decided if the world came to an end tomorrow...
...I would go out being very successful for a 23 year old, to bad Im pushing 30.
...I will have been taking it easy, defiantly hitting a 2-3 on the responsibility scale
...My biggest influence, good or bad, will have been my mother
Some give affection like a cozy pillow...I give it with a childish temper
Finally back to my usual schedule, theres some kind of peace in structure for me. Good-bye late night marathons of RHW-of which ever city. Hello gym, shower, sleep times!
On the first Tuesday of this year, I decided if the world came to an end tomorrow...
...I would go out being very successful for a 23 year old, to bad Im pushing 30.
...I will have been taking it easy, defiantly hitting a 2-3 on the responsibility scale
...My biggest influence, good or bad, will have been my mother
Some give affection like a cozy pillow...I give it with a childish temper
1.03.2012
Gotta a lot a Livin/Loven todo...
My day was... out of order
As a 9-5er, Spending your first Monday of the year at home in your pj's is really confusing to the mind..
On the first "Work" day of this year, I feel like...
...Im in great company
...Im lucky I never learned how to ride a bike
...I want to learn how to use my super 35 camera
...I know more then I think
The way I see life... As its coming
As a 9-5er, Spending your first Monday of the year at home in your pj's is really confusing to the mind..
On the first "Work" day of this year, I feel like...
...Im in great company
...Im lucky I never learned how to ride a bike
...I want to learn how to use my super 35 camera
...I know more then I think
The way I see life... As its coming
1.02.2012
Ask me anything in 2012
My Day was... a complete U-turn
Starting with a cold New Years hangover shower and ending with a 3 hour hike to the Hollywood sign...
On the first Sunday of this year, Im feeling...
...at home when I open my freshly organized refrigerator, filled with all my new Costco favorites :)
...at peace with my dry/curly/crazy hair, finally!
My Resolution?
Taking generosity down to 50/50
Starting with a cold New Years hangover shower and ending with a 3 hour hike to the Hollywood sign...
On the first Sunday of this year, Im feeling...
...at home when I open my freshly organized refrigerator, filled with all my new Costco favorites :)
...at peace with my dry/curly/crazy hair, finally!
My Resolution?
Taking generosity down to 50/50
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